Life isn't easy and i know its not suppose to be but dose anyone ells feel like everyone ells has an advantage over you in everything you do? I know i do i know i feel 90% of the time why bother? When it feels like anything you do isn't good enough for anyone your friendship , your love , your worth or value. I just hope there is someone who understands.... it is so hard for me to speak my mind so i write and i hope maybe just maybe somebody will understand where i am coming from.  I feel lost.... its hard to deal with losing one of the greatest friends you have ever had when it is such a struggle to make friends. It is also hard to deal with someone telling you  what your doing wrong every single day and watch others in you class get praised. What about me? where do i fit in? I hope i am not   alone in feeling this way i don't want to be lost anymore..... Thank you for reading i really hope this will help at least one person because i understand you....